Now I know my life has not always been easy, honestly nobody had such an easy life, but I do wonder why my own has carried so many twists and turns. I never knew the Supernatural world existed. I mean who knew that European folklore rang so very true. If you would have told me that Vampires and Werewolves existed I would have laughed and thought you were crazy. I mean sure I believe in ghosts, I mean, that is obviously real, but beings that drink blood and people that shift into a different animal is hard to believe. I mean I am living in this world right now and it is nothing like the book and movie franchise of Twilight, thank God, yes I am pretty sure there is a God, I mean if there wasn't then my life would be like Twilight and I don't think I could live with myself. Now when Frost told me that Witches and Warlocks existed I am not going to lie, but I was so excited. Why? Because this wouldn't be like Twilight, it was going to be like HARRY FREAKIN POTTER, THERE IS A GOD! Though my belief that my life would be like Harry Potter was sadly crushed, because when Frost told me there were fairies I was just a bit bummed, but all that changed when he said there were Dark Hunters. So my life is sorta kinda like the Mortal Instrument series. Okay so...not good like Harry Potter, but not absolutely terribly like Twilight, so it's mediocre. Which quite frankly is how everyone's life is in the human world so...I guess I'm back to square one when it comes to life not always being easy.

Although right now, my beautiful mediocre life, is just well, all right. I mean it's almost been a year since Frost accidentally changed me into a horse. I think I've accepted my new life okay. I mean when I was withering in pain on the floor in the old horse barn, I told him it wasn't his fault, when he told me he bit me on accident. The thing that was hard though was going through the actual transformation. He assured me it would be easier, faster, and not as painful, but sadly I don't really believe him. I mean I'm this skinny girl changing into a massively huge horse. It is definitely not easy. Now that I am part horse my hormones during the Spring season is completely out of whack. I was able to read up about my new body and I have to say...horses are some seriously odd creatures. There was one time I nearly bit off Frost's head. He was just really pissing me off for a few days, even though he didn't do anything wrong to me, I just really didn't want him around me. Then all that weird angry all the time mood swing suddenly went away, but I think it is coming back up again. So...I think it is best I'm out of the house. Especially since he brought in another girl into the pack, and then decided to make her the Beta, after I made damn sure Clarie didn't burn the house down, or flood the place, or you know kill herself, and keep her dressed when she goes outside, oh yea, and listen to Frost when he wants to talk. Hell I even began to study his Icelandic language. I mean hell, why should this nobody that hasn't ever done anything for the pack suddenly be allowed to be above me in rank. Am I furious? You bet! Am I annoyed that I was overlooked? Yes, yes I am! Am I the girl that is having my hormones going out of whack because the full moon is ending, but lucky me it is going to be full in just a matters of day again, it is still Spring, and my horse hormones synced with my human hormones is making me completely go out of whack? HELL FREAKIN YES!

Which is why all of these thoughts are bouncing around in my head as I sit here in this unique and interesting café. Today I needed to breathe and get out of the house because I was suffocating. I was walking around town earlier this morning and I was really craving tea and sugar, but mostly tea...and sugar. So, I came in settled down in the darkened corner booth and pretty much remained here, with my nose stuffed in a very large book. I didn't bother anyone and no one bothered me. If I was hungry I'd get up and walk to the counter and order something to accompany the chai tea mixed with ginger and cinnamon, I mean I thought it would be rude if I didn't at least offer money to the establishment that allowed me some sort of sanctuary. Although I didn't really realize I would spend my entire day in here. I didn't notice that time was slowly ticking away and suddenly it was getting close to closing time. Sadly, I was not hungry so I didn't have a need to get up, my tea â€" which I have lost count what number this cup was â€" was nearly empty and I didn't care. I was completely engrossed in this particular book, my third one that I was devouring today. I was completely lost within my own thoughts and reading the pages that I never bothered to look at my phone and notice that it was indeed getting late.

Calliel Alosi

Now I'm Unbreakable, It's Unmistakable